Post by House MD on Sept 10, 2013 17:09:10 GMT
Hi all, this has been a long time coming and finally getting everything straightened out IRL so I figured I will try to help my friends and future friends and my many enemies. Here goes:
This game is the only thing that can help keep my mind off of certain things that I wish I could forget, besides the girlfriend, and I wish to start playing again. I know many might object and many will be mad and refuse to party with me. I understand this and have no hard feelings towards anyone that will not/can not party with me. As you may have now figured out, this is Chaos. I admit I messed up many times on this game and regret it everyday that I live. I miss everyone here and I miss playing everyday having the best time of my life on this game. I will admit I was young and naive to think all my fake accounts would do anything except hurt those I cared about and many others.
I want to apologize to anyone who has given me items under the assumption that I was new, though I rarely said I was new, I implied it very often to get sympathy and help for those builds I wanted to create. I know Brad will have some stuff to say and I welcome his opinion and anger as I deserve it. I am working on changing my life around right now as I struggle with a lot on a daily basis, but that is no excuse for everything I have done to this wonderful community. I would love to start playing again, get back into my old habits before my demons ever came to exist, those many accounts and those items are all gone. I will play under one name and one name only now, HouseMD.
I chose that name as the series had a lot to do with my life and my habits and my destructive tendencies to those I loved and cared about. I wish I could take this all back and continue as I did before things started going bad. If anyone has objections to me playing please post here, don't find me in game and discuss your hatred towards me. Please discuss it here if you must but I just wish to get reacquainted with those I cared for here on HG. I miss all you guys and I am sorry everyday for those I hurt and tricked and deceived but that old me is happily finally buried deep down inside and will never return. I hope you can get your frustrations towards me out on this thread and we can have fun in-game, and if you so desire, request here that I don't join your parties and I will avoid you, just be sure to post your in-game name so I can fulfill your request of staying away.
Thank you for reading, I hope I didn't totally kill any or all chance of being able to have fun here again, but if I did please let me know and I will reluctantly resign from the game, no matter how badly I wish to play with you all again. Thank you all for everything you have done and hopefully will do for me.
HouseMD, formally known as Chaos.
This game is the only thing that can help keep my mind off of certain things that I wish I could forget, besides the girlfriend, and I wish to start playing again. I know many might object and many will be mad and refuse to party with me. I understand this and have no hard feelings towards anyone that will not/can not party with me. As you may have now figured out, this is Chaos. I admit I messed up many times on this game and regret it everyday that I live. I miss everyone here and I miss playing everyday having the best time of my life on this game. I will admit I was young and naive to think all my fake accounts would do anything except hurt those I cared about and many others.
I want to apologize to anyone who has given me items under the assumption that I was new, though I rarely said I was new, I implied it very often to get sympathy and help for those builds I wanted to create. I know Brad will have some stuff to say and I welcome his opinion and anger as I deserve it. I am working on changing my life around right now as I struggle with a lot on a daily basis, but that is no excuse for everything I have done to this wonderful community. I would love to start playing again, get back into my old habits before my demons ever came to exist, those many accounts and those items are all gone. I will play under one name and one name only now, HouseMD.
I chose that name as the series had a lot to do with my life and my habits and my destructive tendencies to those I loved and cared about. I wish I could take this all back and continue as I did before things started going bad. If anyone has objections to me playing please post here, don't find me in game and discuss your hatred towards me. Please discuss it here if you must but I just wish to get reacquainted with those I cared for here on HG. I miss all you guys and I am sorry everyday for those I hurt and tricked and deceived but that old me is happily finally buried deep down inside and will never return. I hope you can get your frustrations towards me out on this thread and we can have fun in-game, and if you so desire, request here that I don't join your parties and I will avoid you, just be sure to post your in-game name so I can fulfill your request of staying away.
Thank you for reading, I hope I didn't totally kill any or all chance of being able to have fun here again, but if I did please let me know and I will reluctantly resign from the game, no matter how badly I wish to play with you all again. Thank you all for everything you have done and hopefully will do for me.
HouseMD, formally known as Chaos.