Hello, I'm back, and would like to apologize.

[sosis1947]

Hi all. To those new players that I have not met or had the opportunity to play with my name is Sosis. Hope to play with you in the future.

To those vets that have been playing the game for a long time I'd just like to apologize if I have ever offended you in the past. The game has a community, and culture all its own, and instead of trying to fit into that community I tried to change it, subvert it to fit my ideas of what is ideologically right, and correct. Whether my views were right, or wrong doesn't really matter, as it is not my playground, but instead it belongs to the vets who have been playing since the start.

I have strong opinions, and in the past have been too cavalier in how I express them. I have tended to be that way in most of the online games I've played over the years, but it isn't suitable to all venues, and again it depends on the community, and how they have things set up. Again, I just want a chance to play the game I really am fond of, and enjoy immensely. I want to wipe the slate clean with anyone and every one that I offended. I should have been more open minded in regards to how other people want to play the game, and not judged them so harshly. It had a negative effect on how I played the game, and I see that now.

It is not easy to admit I was wrong. I'm no spring chicken, so pride makes that difficult, but I admit it now. I'm not looking to get into any arguments, or verbally spar with anyone. I don't see the point in that, not anymore. I used to be too concerned with getting my point across when playing with others that disagreed with me, and I let my pride push me too far in trying to convince others of my way of seeing things. I don't want to do that anymore, because in the end it actually is just a game, and I suppose I took my views about how it should be run a bit too seriously. Probably more than a bit I suppose.

I know some of you hate me, and see me as Satan incarnate, or something like that. I would really like the chance to dispel that. I don't want to bandy insults with anyone, or get attacked, nor do I wish to attack, or judge how anyone else plays the game. However you choose to play it should be your business. I see that now.

I hope that everyone can give me another a chance, and not judge me too harshly for wanting one. I just want to come back, and play. Contribute to the community, and help new players learn about the game so that they can stay, and help the server grow again.

I know some of you might see this as a chance to attack, or bash me, to say that "you did this, or you did that," but I beg you not to. I have my hat out, in hand, and I just want a chance to prove that my views, and attitude in regards to playing the game have changed. That's all I want. Just a chance. A fair chance. Nothing more. I'm asking people not to attack me, or see this is a show of weakness on my part, and as a chance to pounce on me. I know you could, and maybe I'd deserve it. But I am asking that you don't, and that you don't come at me in the game with a bias that is bent towards proving to yourself and others that I am some horrid person. Give me a fair chance to prove that I am genuine and sincere in my apology, and in playing the game without pushing my own biases and views on others. That is all I am asking for.

I am very fond of the server, and the game in general. Always have been. I've played since the 70's, and have always been a fan. I think players come from all walks of life, and from varying professions. One thing we all have in common is our love of the game, and we should probably just focus on that, and not ideology, or who is right, and who is wrong. I get that now.

I know some of you love to hate me, and don't want to give me a chance, or even see me on the server you love. I can promise that if you give me a fair shake that I will give you one too, and that I also won't judge how you play, or how you think things should be. That was a stupid mistake on my part that I intend not to repeat.

Again I will say that I am sorry, and that I hope people will give me the opportunity to show that my views have changed, as well as my attitude, and that I am very willing to accept how things are.

I only ever wanted to make the server better, but sometimes I went about improving it in the wrong way. Please forgive me that, and any offense I caused. I hope you guys can decide to give me a fair chance. I know some won't, but I will try to be understanding if you come at me in game with negativity. I just ask that you don't, because I won't. I'm really, truly sorry.

P.S. Please take it easy on me. This was a hard post to make, and I am being real, and genuine in what I am saying. I'm not looking to cause trouble, nor will I.

P.P.S I really do love helping out new players, as we need more of them. Give me a chance to contribute and I'll prove that I can be valuable to the community if you allow me to. Take care.

[tank]

get off my lawn!

[somes]

Jan 22, 2017 10:46:38 GMT sosis1947 said:

To those vets that have been playing the game for a long time I'd just like to apologize if I have ever offended you in the past.

You already failed on your apology. This was a chance to take responsibility for things, but the subtext is that were actually the problem because we apparently took offense, but more than anything - at least for me - you make every run even more insufferable than a dentist's appointment.

I have strong opinions, and in the past have been too cavalier in how I express them.

Strawman... not the reason you turn people off.

I'm not looking to get into any arguments, or verbally spar with anyone.

So when people have an issue with your apology, you have this to make the community be the bad guys. You were the kid in class that would kick and punch random classmates, then run to the teacher and say you were getting bullied.

I know some of you hate me, and see me as Satan incarnate, or something like that.

So then you use exaggeration, instead of fessing up and admitting that you screwed up on every chance you were given. The chances I've given you were in the double digits, while towards the community you have created 10+ accounts, and every single time you make the same mistakes to later apologize, and it shows your apologies are not genuine because you don't seem to ever change. People are justified to not trust you, you can't just go around expecting people to just give you chances just because you apologized. You have already demonstrated they don't mean anything, and no one has a reason to believe they have any sincerity now based on your past actions.

That post you made may have been hard to make, but it was hard to read. I don't read any of your posts really, but I read the whole thing and wasted my time trying to find sincerity in it. You were already defensive, there was no mention of things you actually did in game and apologized for things that were not the actual reason you turned people off, you already blamed everyone else for what has happened in your post whether you realize it or not.

But of course, poor Sosis is the victim here, and we are the evil community.

[sosis1947]

And why do you have an issue with my apology. It is genuine and sincere. If you wish to be angry with me, and get me to try and rack my mind about every tiny detail of things that I knew to be offensive, or that you perceived as offensive, well that would require me to read your mind. This is something that has been spoken of before. I can't know what can, or does offend you unless you tell me in real time. If you expect me, or others to keep a list in their heads of times others got offended when those others said not a word, hence I would not know, then that would be an impossible task. I remember only one instance with you. A run where someone spawned the boss early, and wiped the party, and "you" lashed out at me, later blaming me for that. That was about a year ago. It stands out in my mind as you were truly quite horrible to me. That is what I remember from you. No apology was forthcoming from you, only you blaming others. That was one instance, and I don't remember any others. I said something about it at that time also, which "you" took offense to, and lashed out at me. Since that time you acted poorly towards me. You want to talk about specific incidences well that is what I remember about you. Thing is that it would be useless to bring it up if you were not trying to say I need to do this also, when I have actually fessed up to my prior behavior. I cannot of course make a list, because again, I don't know what you might find offensive. I only know how I was offensive, generally speaking after looking back, and I did not keep a mental list, and I don't think you have either. You have a few instances you can remember, and then everything else is your general dislike based off of our first interaction, where you were quite horrible to me. But what is the purpose of going through some laundry list of things from the "PAST?" It is dead, gone. The past does not exist.

Am I berating you now? Am I being difficult now? Have you run with me "NOW" and can you say any of these things apply NOW? And if not then what is the purpose served by continuing to attack me when right now I am in no way attacking you, and am in fact APOLOGIZING? I never claimed to be a victim, but when does it become not OK for you to attack me in hopes of getting me to respond in kind? When does that become not OK? Never? Am I fair game forever?

Lynn, I can forgive others. Not trying to sound condescending, it is just a simple fact. Let me give you an example. Today Drake Furion came on and started attacking me on public, and in private chat. He sent me messages privately saying he would kill me in real life if I but told him my real life address. This is truth. He then started making fraudulent claims on public chat saying I had called him this, or that, making it sound like I had done it right "NOW" because how else can you hate on someone unless you justify it in the present tense. Otherwise it just sounds like petty BS. He then physically hopped servers, and "CAME" to the area I was partying in, tried to pretend like he did not know I was there, (plausible deniability) and then demanded to join my party, leaving shortly thereafter after causing some fair amount of trouble. By the way I allowed him to join, even after all that. How is that for tolerance, and how is that for bad behavior on his part? Yet I saw not one word said about this by others. Why? because I deserve it to a certain extent. And I will accept a little hazing, even death threats from someone who first let me know he was drunk via private texts, and lied about me calling him a lush any time recently, all the while calling me far worse, and threatening me physically in private chat. As I said, when is it "not" alright to attack someone because you don't like them?

I've been back all of 3 days, and have not bothered anyone. Not a soul. I will continue not to bother a soul. That said I think the above behavior is inappropriate under any circumstances, and I never did anything like that to anyone. Not ever. I do not think it is OK to threaten peoples safety. I don't think it is acceptable ever. Even if you think it is OK because you have all your buds backing you up. I wonder if he will apologize, and if he does not I wonder how everyone else will react.

No. The community is not evil Lynn, and I never said that. I like most of the people here am an individual, and the ones I don't like I can avoid, until they start following me around and threatening to kill me. That becomes an issue. There are problems with some individuals on the server, but I for one am not going to point them out, nor will I comment any further on what I think is the right way to play. I will say when people threaten me though, or act malicious. However, no. Most here are nice, but certainly not all.

People can multi box all they like. If it helps them get a tag good for them. And if someone wants to troll others I will simply leave at that time, instead of rising to the bait. Feel free to check today's chat log if you do not believe me. And if someone does something in party I don't like I will keep my mouth shut, because it is just a game, and there is no need to get riled up. I see that now.

I'm sorry my apology doesn't meet your requirements for an apology. Here I am now apologizing because my apology didn't meet your requirements. I read what you said, and not a word can even be remotely perceived from my point of view to mean what you claim. I think you are just seeing what you want to see, and trying to insert a meaning to my words that is not there so as to justify continual attacks on me, and a continued dislike on your part. I was trying to move on, and not dwell on the past, but instead move into the future without feeling the need to dwell on the past. I think the past is dead, and buried. At least for me. If you want to attack me on public chat when I've not done or said thing to you, by all means go ahead. I think that is supposed to be against the rules, but you can do that because I did or said something you didn't like some time in the past. If you want to continue attacking me you can be my guest. I think this is counter productive, but that is your choice.

I would like to see any proof that I have apologized for "anything" and then went back on it in the past. I am quite sure I have not, and I am just as sure you cannot produce such evidence.

Why not let it go, and just give me a chance? I forgave you for your bad behavior. You cannot do the same? Your post seems to me like an attempt to paint me in a worse light, and I'm not sure that is fair. Life is not fair though, so I will take my lumps. I'm just wondering when it will not be OK. I think it is already enough to be honest. Can we not drop the blacklisting, and actually give me a chance? Can we drop the social justice warrior stuff and just play the game?

By the way, you would be wise "not" to trust Paradoom, and others saying I am someones reincarnation. Just last week he attacked a poor player named dirc and said he was someone he was clearly not, all because the poor fellow had the audacity to agree with the post about ways to make the server better. Paradoom removed his post, but not before I, and others saw it, and he embarrassed himself. So, be careful about believing that tripe. Regardless it serves no purpose to dwell in the past. Only know that you can indeed trust me, and I will hold out hope that I can trust you. Just bear in mind I am sorry to those I was intolerant of, or whom I might have berated because I was impatient at that time. I'm not perfect, and I admit it. But don't seek to paint me as worse than I am because it suits you. If you feel I owe "you" a personal heartfelt apology, then I am sorry Lynn. And no, I won't ask you to apologize to me for how you acted. Take care.

[dopplegang]

Two days you've been back. Maybe not even that. I woke up yesterday and said "Oh look Sosis is back. Whatever." I play and I work and I go to sleep, never thinking twice about Sosis. I wake up the next day and see an apology, and a promise to be different, although there is plenty of the same in that apology as in every other post you have made. But I still don't care what you do, why would anyone?

So I see friends online and long in. I get this story that I offer to the people of HG, They can decide for themselves.

So I log in and say hi, what yall doin sitting in town not killing drow, your almost immo. They tell me they were, they did xul yesterday, I helped with that and they were doing the matrons today. They had just finished killing all of the 4 matrons houses on that server 314 and they had moved on to the drow academy to clear that, then the temple and the queen matrons house as is usually the plan for anyone doing drow. However, while they were doing the drow academy, Sosis logged in and apparently ran to the drow temple of lolth and killed the drow handmaiden, without ever noticing that anyone else was online doing the drow(edit, ON THAT SAME SERVER 314, AT THAT SAME TIME), and since there were more than 4 of them they could not have been anonymous, on one of 9 or so servers that he could have picked to do that run, thereby interrupting their entire run midway through and preventing the group from finishing the handmaiden tag. I am told that the handmaiden does not respawn but I don't know that myself since no one has ever logged in and hijacked a tag right in front of my group before. I myself would call that deliberate and malicious interference with a run for the purpose of Trolling, since everyone realizes full well that you know how to use the webdash to see where people are. Sosis did this. But like I said, I let the people of HG decide for themselves whether you, Sosis, have changed your ways or not and whether you are apologizing or simply renewing your Trolling methods. As for myself, your actions have proven your words to be lies in the past, and again in the present only an hour ago, and you have lost any possibility of being credible to me.

[somes]

I have no will to read all dat. Lol.

Edit: Read the first few sentences and says I'm the problem... further demonstrating his apology doesn't mean anything. Oh Sosis.

[LordKas]

Jan 22, 2017 10:46:38 GMT sosis1947 said:

Hi all. To those new players that I have not met or had the opportunity to play with my name is Sosis. Hope you don't have to to play with me in the future.

To those vets that have been playing the game for a long time I'd just like to apologize if I have ever offended you in the past. The game has a community and nobody sane of mind would have me into, and culture all its own, and instead of trying to fit into that community I tried to be an as*hole because this community it's made of id*ot and i am the best player of nwn in the whole universe but i can't expect you understand. Whether my views were right, or wrong doesn't really matter, as it is not my playground, but you still suck.

I have no brain and in the past have been too cavalier in how I express them. I have tended to be that way in most of the online games I've played over the years every time changing my account because people blacklisted me because i am a di*k, but it isn't suitable to all venues, and again it depends on the community that don't understand i am your leader and your toon sucks because i can give you best suggestion and you don't hear to me, and how they have things set up. Again, I just want a chance to play with this account after get futile change my account and restart as newbie, following some of you get me the game I really am fond of, and enjoy immensely. I want to wipe the slate clean with anyone and every one that I offended also because you are a floch of stupid id*ots with goldfish memory and for sure you'll not remember how much di*k i was with you and your friend. I should have been less a dick in regards to how other people want to play the game, and not judged them so harshly. It had a negative effect on how I played the game, and I see that now because people blacklisted also my newbie fakes and it's stupid continue to play fake account withtout BUR when i can use this one.

It is not easy to admit you was wrong. I'm no spring chicken, so pride makes that difficult, but I admit it now. I'm not looking to get into any arguments because people like you can't understand god's arguments, or verbally spar with anyone. I don't see the point in that, not anymore. I used to be too concerned with getting my point across when playing with others that disagreed with me, and I let my pride push me too far in trying to convince others of my way of seeing things. I don't want to do that anymore, because in the end it actually is just a game, and I suppose I took my views about how it should be run a bit too seriously. Probably more than a bit you suppose.

I know some of you don't give a sh*t about me, and see me as victim of Brains Devours, or something like that. I would really like the chance to dispel that. I don't want to bandy insults with anyone because i'll start telling something like LALALALALALALALALA I CAN'T HEAR YOU LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA, or get attacked, nor do I wish to attack for the moment, or judge how anyone else of you stupid losers who continute to plays the game. However you choose to play it should be your business. I see that now.

I hope that everyone can give me another a chance, and not judge me too harshly as i have done and i'll do again with you all. I just want to come back, and play. Contribute to the community, and help new players to remain totaly noobs giving them bad info about build and runs learn about the game so that they can leave stay, and help the server lose people again.

I know some of you might see this as a chance to attack, or bash me, to say that "you did this, or you did that," but I beg you not to. I have my hat out, in hand, and I just want a chance to prove that my views, and attitude in regards to playing the game have changed. That's all I want. Just a chance to demostrate people i'm not changed. A fair chance. Nothing more. I'm asking people not to attack me, or see this is a show of weakness on my part, and as a chance to pounce on me. I know you could, and maybe I'd deserve it. But I am asking that you don't, and that you don't come at me in the game with a bias that is bent towards proving to yourself and others that I am just another of some dicks you have seen during years. Give me a fair chance to prove that I am genuine and sincere in my apology, and in playing the game without pushing my own biases and views on others, also if now it's what i'm doing writing this message to you. That is all I am asking for.

I am very fond of the server, and the game in general. Always have been. I've played since the 70's when videogames neither exist... well, for losers like you: my cousin had a Pentium3 in 1972 but i could not show you because he living on Venus, and have always been a fan. I think players come from all walks of life, and from varying professions. One thing we all have in common is our hate for brainless, and we should probably just focus on that, and not ideology, or who is right, and who is wrong. I get that now.

I know some of you continue to don't give a sh*t about me, as i already said, and don't want to give me a chance, or even see me on the server you love but i can continue to play with fake account and you'll never know who i am!! I can promise that if you give me a fair shake that I will give you one too ( ), and that I also won't judge how you play as nooblosers, or how you think things should be also if you play here since 10 years and you are a DM or a Builder. That was a stupid mistake on my part that I intend not to repeat.

Again I will say that I am sorry, and that I hope people will give me the opportunity to show that my views have changed, as well as my attitude, and that I am very willing to accept your excuse because you was been di*ks against me: you know how things are.

I only ever wanted to make the server better, but sometimes I went about improving it in the wrong way. Please praise to me for that, and any offense you caused. I hope you guys can decide to give me a fair chance. I know some won't, but I will try to be understanding if you come at me in game with negativity. I just ask that you don't, because I won't. I'm really, truly sorry.

P.S. Please take it easy on me. This was a hard post to make because repeat the same things for 30 times it's not so easy like seems, and I am being real, and genuine in what I am saying. I'm not looking to cause trouble (AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH), nor will I.

P.P.S I really do love helping out new players so they can see me like a god and defend me when old people tell "you are wrong sosis!": i wish to create my peronal noobs army, as we need more of them. Give me a chance to contribute and I'll prove that how can be vulnerable the community if you allow me to. Take care.

FIX'D

[desocupado]

"Shorten that to 20 words or less!"

[sosis1947]

Oh my goodness. I think in trying to hard to say everything I went overboard and ended up confusing some people. Let me see if I can express myself more succinctly.

First of all Lynn I never said anything about others being responsible for my actions anywhere, and in fact my point in my second email was the exact opposite of what you said, in that I believe "everyone" is accountable for their own actions. That includes you. And in my first email where you ascribed some kind of subtext based on your "feelings" about what you read, well there was no subtext.

I also only mentioned your prior bad behavior towards me to illustrate that you were in fact guilty of exactly what you accused me of being. Being rude, and offensive, but in contrast you failed to respond to this when I brought it up, let alone apologize. I was stating a very direct example, whereas you gave vague references. I wanted to illustrate how it is hypocritical to call other people out on past bad behavior when you yourself are actually guilty of not only the same kind of bad behavior, but you justify that bad behavior by blaming it on me for being such a jerk. Basically you are doing exactly what you claim I am doing, yet my only purpose was to point this out. I did not bring it up as some excuse for my own behavior towards some. You are making the mistake of first projecting, or through wishful thinking creating a subtext out of thin air that is backed by no evidence, and by assuming that in my second message me bringing up your  bad behavior was some kind of abdication of guilt on my part. Nope. All I was trying to say was that people should take responsibility for their behavior as I am doing here. And that is all I was doing.

Pointing out that someone else is acting badly is in no way saying that they are responsible for your bad actions, nor does someone apologizing mean that they are saying that they are some kind of bad angel, and that you are a guiltless victim. You're no victim, nor am I a victim. What I'm saying is that for my part I'm sorry. Saying that you should be aware of, and sorry for your bad behavior on the server is in no way me saying that you are somehow responsible for my bad behavior. Just as my bad behavior in no way justifies your bad behavior. The pendulum swings both ways, and two wrongs do not make a right. I'm not saying that your wrong makes my wrong right. I'm simply saying that people who are not guiltless probably should not throw stones, and probably should not attack other people who try and apologize when they themselves have never done any such thing.

And to Dopplegang and his assertion that I maliciously went into an area someone else was in so as to somehow mess up their tag I would say that he should not make such assumptions before going straight to the source. It helps to have more information. In just my 3 short days back I have had a number of people stumble through areas I was in claiming it was an accident. If I ascribed a negative intent to every one of them without actually knowing I would be accusing a fair number of people of breaking the rules very much on purpose. Something that would get me in big trouble, but something you do not hesitate to do. It was an accident, and I didn't even kill the handmaiden, but left after doing a random who search and seeing I was not alone. By the way before that my log was turned off because of all the nice people sending me nasty, unprovoked messages. People like Drake who very purposefully did more or less the same thing that you are claiming I did, but you say nothing. Double standard much? Anyhow no, no one did anything malicious, as that would require intent, so please don't say such without more than a "wish" that it be so.

I think if you are defend rudeness, and nastiness to others can be justified in the moment, or soon thereafter. If you call someone something they are not, or lie to their face, or lie about them, and you later find it. I don't think it is OK to nurse a grudge for months, or years, and then use that in absence of any other justification to go after someone. If someone gives me a hard time, or is rude to me right now I will give it back to them now, and be justified. I don't think the whole social justice warrior nonsense where it is basically OK to go after people to get justice for past or perceived social wrongs months, or even years later is at all justified, or productive. Not if that person has done nothing in the now to deserve it, and is in fact trying to make amends. That is my take on things.

[sosis1947]

Lord Kas. I include you in my apology because I remember that one DB run where I lost my patience. No excuse. Sorry for my part.

Also let me ask you this Lord Kas. If, as you say I simply leave and change my nick if things get rough why would I come back with the same nick, and the same account? That just doesn't make sense.

By the way Kas, while your bad behavior doesn't justify mine, it also doesn't mean your bad behavior did not happen, nor does my bad behavior negate your responsibility for yours. The point I'm trying to get across to folks isn't that one is not responsible for their own actions because others provoked them. No, it is the exact opposite. Everyone is responsible for their own actions, and should own up to them. That includes you. If someone is unwilling, or unable to do that, well they probably should not throw stones at people who are. Keep that in mind.

[somes]

You're not capable of an honest apology and you never will be.

[louisvilleslugger]

Jan 25, 2017 5:41:59 GMT dopplegang said:

Two days you've been back. Maybe not even that. I woke up yesterday and said "Oh look Sosis is back. Whatever." I play and I work and I go to sleep, never thinking twice about Sosis. I wake up the next day and see an apology, and a promise to be different, although there is plenty of the same in that apology as in every other post you have made. But I still don't care what you do, why would anyone?

So I see friends online and long in. I get this story that I offer to the people of HG, They can decide for themselves.

So I log in and say hi, what yall doin sitting in town not killing drow, your almost immo. They tell me they were, they did xul yesterday, I helped with that and they were doing the matrons today. They had just finished killing all of the 4 matrons houses on that server 314 and they had moved on to the drow academy to clear that, then the temple and the queen matrons house as is usually the plan for anyone doing drow. However, while they were doing the drow academy, Sosis logged in and apparently ran to the drow temple of lolth and killed the drow handmaiden, without ever noticing that anyone else was online doing the drow(edit, ON THAT SAME SERVER 314, AT THAT SAME TIME), and since there were more than 4 of them they could not have been anonymous, on one of 9 or so servers that he could have picked to do that run, thereby interrupting their entire run midway through and preventing the group from finishing the handmaiden tag. I am told that the handmaiden does not respawn but I don't know that myself since no one has ever logged in and hijacked a tag right in front of my group before. I myself would call that deliberate and malicious interference with a run for the purpose of Trolling, since everyone realizes full well that you know how to use the webdash to see where people are. Sosis did this. But like I said, I let the people of HG decide for themselves whether you, Sosis, have changed your ways or not and whether you are apologizing or simply renewing your Trolling methods. As for myself, your actions have proven your words to be lies in the past, and again in the present only an hour ago, and you have lost any possibility of being credible to me.

Hey, he did that with Supa and I yesterday too, but with house-K while we were killing the other matrons.

Funny. He's a bastard and he isn't going to change.

[thomascovenant]

Actions say more the true then the words. When you acted bad and make pples to have a bad feeling about yourself, it's not the words who will realy change them mind but your actions, sure to change the pples mind about you is harder and need more time then when at first a person start a relation with new pples.

The way we act with others are our own choice. if we choosed to act bad then we need to assume what will result from it. When we realy regret bad things we did it start by to understand bad feeling dont go by miracle, this need time, this mean to have to accept pples will stay on the bad feeling for sometime a long time even if we act good, this also mean if we again act bad we can return more quick to have pples return on the opinion they had about us. To make it simple it's when we act bad and pples reach the point they disliked us, it's not like if we meet new pples where we start at zero but to try to have a new start in the minus in the pples opinions.

Do not say it but prove it by your actions

[dopplegang]

Jan 25, 2017 18:09:19 GMT louisvilleslugger said:

Jan 25, 2017 5:41:59 GMT dopplegang said:

Two days you've been back. Maybe not even that. I woke up yesterday and said "Oh look Sosis is back. Whatever." I play and I work and I go to sleep, never thinking twice about Sosis. I wake up the next day and see an apology, and a promise to be different, although there is plenty of the same in that apology as in every other post you have made. But I still don't care what you do, why would anyone?

So I see friends online and long in. I get this story that I offer to the people of HG, They can decide for themselves.

So I log in and say hi, what yall doin sitting in town not killing drow, your almost immo. They tell me they were, they did xul yesterday, I helped with that and they were doing the matrons today. They had just finished killing all of the 4 matrons houses on that server 314 and they had moved on to the drow academy to clear that, then the temple and the queen matrons house as is usually the plan for anyone doing drow. However, while they were doing the drow academy, Sosis logged in and apparently ran to the drow temple of lolth and killed the drow handmaiden, without ever noticing that anyone else was online doing the drow(edit, ON THAT SAME SERVER 314, AT THAT SAME TIME), and since there were more than 4 of them they could not have been anonymous, on one of 9 or so servers that he could have picked to do that run, thereby interrupting their entire run midway through and preventing the group from finishing the handmaiden tag. I am told that the handmaiden does not respawn but I don't know that myself since no one has ever logged in and hijacked a tag right in front of my group before. I myself would call that deliberate and malicious interference with a run for the purpose of Trolling, since everyone realizes full well that you know how to use the webdash to see where people are. Sosis did this. But like I said, I let the people of HG decide for themselves whether you, Sosis, have changed your ways or not and whether you are apologizing or simply renewing your Trolling methods. As for myself, your actions have proven your words to be lies in the past, and again in the present only an hour ago, and you have lost any possibility of being credible to me.

Hey, he did that with Supa and I yesterday too, but with house-K while we were killing the other matrons.

Funny. He's a bastard and he isn't going to change.

He is only here to start shit.  If you don't realize that, you're feeding him.  

And now we see twice in three days he has accidentally interrupted a current group run even though everyone knows that Sosis can and does check webdash often enough to realize when a group is already engaged in a run, he has admitted to using webdash before for the express purpose of viewing the servers, who is online and where they are located, for the same reasons and just as frequently as everyone else, to make sure we don't collide and cause contentions.  

   Except that twice in as many days he has accidentally found himself ahead of a group on a run and ruined that run for that group.

Three days you have been back, and nothing to show for it except a thread where you make an apology and a promise to change that is riddled with more of the same accusations and insults to the people you are supposedly apologizing to, and repeated instances of what would be described at best to be unsportsmanlike conduct, and at worst to be outright forbidden conduct.

All of this, while begging for a second chance to prove that you are not the person that everyone has witnessed you to be.  

[woqued]

Jan 25, 2017 13:42:55 GMT somes said:

You're not capable of an honest apology and you never will be.

Your mom should be ashamed of you saying things like this to anyone ever.